Saturday is my last day in Daleville, i've got the majority of my stuff packed, save for clothes, and everything else in my room i'm going to just trash tomorrow. I've got my books, movies, and games as well as some sentimental junk.

Kayla moved into our new apartment last week and i miss her a lot. Like really, i immediatly cheer up the second i hear her voice on the hpone. I feel really bored with myself when she isnt around. I've been drawing and doodling a lot but its nothing i'd put on deviantart. Just ramblings i do when i'm not concentrating on anything else.

There's a lot ahead of me soon and i'm starting to get upset about it. For one, i apparently cannot get a loan without a cosigner. I'm financially sound for now, nothing to spend at all, but at least i'm not in debt. A little else would help, but i'm fucked when it comes to loans until i'm 23, since i have no family that would help me out and Kayla is only 20. I also haven't got any books or supplies yet and since USA's financial aid is double fucking inbred retarded i wont have any money until the end of the month. But all that is going into rent anyway so i'm going to have to get another job... kill me.

But on the bright side i am going to be oh so fucking far from my mother and this retarded backwards-ass town. I'm also taking a light load including basic drawing/art history classes. I'm taking a math, but luckily my degree only requires one math. This makes me unreasonably happy.

Also me and Kayla got an ap[apartment right across the street from campus, and i mean you literally cross a 2 lane road and you are THERE. It couldn't be more awesome. We also have pretty cool neighbors and our apt is right next to the laundry room and mail station. The place needs some repairs, of coarse, but since Kayla and I are anal about money she made sure to survey the entire apartment for preexisting problems and they have already began to repair some of them.

Another thing, i dont have to shave every other day, FUCK YES!!! I'll also have loads of time to draw since i wont have tv, internet, or jack shit else to do really hahaha. However i will post on devart since i'm gonna get a thumb drive and there are plenty of places to steal internet.

Anyway, i'm rather stressed about some other things including a lease i'm probably going to have to go to court about but shit, fuck em that's why! i'm more or less stressed but out of all of it i'm more happy than anything, so even though shit will be hard i'm happy and that's all that matters.

Oh and i'm going to say this too The Grove Apartments call lick my asshole. RobinWood > The Grave